I am ecstatic it is Friday and the weekend is here.  Tomorrow might be the first time I am away from the baby over the weekend.  Not sure if I can deal or not.  Raul is fixing his mom's computer and baby can run errands with him for four hours or stay with me.

On one hand it would probably be for only four hours I won't be with her and I could work on reading my watercolor books/painting.  On the other hand, it's the weekend and I don't want to be away from her at all.  Bound to happen sooner or later but not sure if I'm ready.  Ugh.

Goodnight.